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my head hurts too badly, and the echo of your voice is in my ears.
I can't even remember what your voice sounded like, I used to.
cheeseburgers, I can't remember what that was anymore.
jokes and talks till 5 am, playing games downstairs. then you fell asleep so
quietly, I wanted to kiss you. I really did, but then you wouldn't know how to
react. I watched you sleep, & I went to sleep on the floor. what a wonderous
christmas eve it was, and the months before that. e-mailing to australia, on msn.
you could only read your name, but you knew what it was. then you sang me
a song, you couldn't sing. but you could play guitar. you could laugh
with me, and I wish you'd remember me. you'd talk about her and then
your first kiss when you were nine; I hadn't had one. then I told you about
him, & now of course, those feelings are gone. I'm glad they went, yet
instead my feelings for you stayed. everything's going to come together
this year...I'm going to be ontop of the world, and I'm going to shine, and
you're going to notice me. you'll see. please don't make me cry again.
you mean the world to me, but I haven't seen you since then. can you believe
how long it's been? how can I even begin to like someone since then? the truth
is, I haven't. but you'll see, I'll find you. & you'll remember me.
I can't even remember what your voice sounded like, I used to.
cheeseburgers, I can't remember what that was anymore.
jokes and talks till 5 am, playing games downstairs. then you fell asleep so
quietly, I wanted to kiss you. I really did, but then you wouldn't know how to
react. I watched you sleep, & I went to sleep on the floor. what a wonderous
christmas eve it was, and the months before that. e-mailing to australia, on msn.
you could only read your name, but you knew what it was. then you sang me
a song, you couldn't sing. but you could play guitar. you could laugh
with me, and I wish you'd remember me. you'd talk about her and then
your first kiss when you were nine; I hadn't had one. then I told you about
him, & now of course, those feelings are gone. I'm glad they went, yet
instead my feelings for you stayed. everything's going to come together
this year...I'm going to be ontop of the world, and I'm going to shine, and
you're going to notice me. you'll see. please don't make me cry again.
you mean the world to me, but I haven't seen you since then. can you believe
how long it's been? how can I even begin to like someone since then? the truth
is, I haven't. but you'll see, I'll find you. & you'll remember me.