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It takes time to heal pain
Pain from another source is better
When you put yourself in pain is hurts
Hurts so bad you lose yourself in nothing
This nothing isn't where you want to be
You try to get out
Ending life is the only way
Hurt pain struggle.
Horror, deep dark horror.
Emotionless
I used to care
I used to understand
Emotions used to be a part of my life
Now I don't care
You don't understand how you hurt me
I don't cry
I don't sigh
I don't care
Fuck off
In life
We have many problems
Drifting and melting just wanting to let go
But you can't let go.
You stay with her
She hurts you she makes you cry
You come to me for help
Help I cannot it just hurts you
When you hurt I feel you pain
You never could understand
You with her hurts me
She hurts you
I am thrown in the corner never o be though of again
Until you realize that I am here for you just waiting for a call
I need you
But do you need me?
Do you understand?
I need you like air
Air that I need to live
Without you I hurt extreme
With hearts of dreams
I cry in the night hoping you will hear me
You are the air I breathe and you keep getting farther away.
Noah and zack
When life isn't the same.
When a heart reaches out
When people are different
Their worlds change
For better and for worse they change
They Change when you don't realize
When they tell you about this change you get scared
You wonder what do I think? What do I like?
Are they the real change? Or is the change in me?
Accept the change and move on
Move to a land where emotions don't control your life.
Think if you were this way.
I would cry
To lose a friend is to lose hope
You become lost in the nothingness left over
The endless blah the screaming pain
When does it stop?
Truth is it doesn’t
It won’t stop for you until it gets you
No longer will you understand what is going on
However make it easy, play the game
Don’t fear the love for love just love in return
It starves for hate
Hate wants you to grasp its fate.
To start over from scratch is hard
I never start over
Always have something going
Something to put back together
A broken toy, a broken relationship
Never new always redundant
Uncomplex
Peace. Strive. Honor.
I need you not your pieces
Let me go don’t let me hurt
I can’t stand anymore
Free me
Black hole love
The words that I feel are not enough
I wonder If I should give or let go
I need you here with me
So I can feel whole
I am half empty crying here in space
Here in space there is nothing
Nothing but this black hole that lead to more nothing
I need to hold you
These tears are too much for me
I begin to lose control I need you.
Here with me
I can’t take the heat alone.