i came to you for answers... i left confused.
Okay so today was kind of cool Charlotte and I decided to walk by MTV on the way home from school and we saw The Academy Is... and Panic at the disco.. and got on tv hahah. no biggy. ONLY IN NEW YORK!
So with the New Year... I have become a much more agressive business lady.
I've kind of taken to the NICE GUYS FINISH LAST philosophy. I mean.. hell.. i'm still nice. I'm just trying to take fate into my own hands here if you will. A lot of what happens in my life is up to me. So i'm trying to take control. I like it better. I feel a lot better about what I'm doing... BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE... I am starting to find out what people in the industry mean when they say that the music industry is the most disgusting, dirty and cut throat business. Ive gotten a little taste of it. It doesnt make it easy.. but who said this was going to be easy? It's hard. very very hard. Everyday is filled with its ups and downs... you get a lot of downs. I'm just taking the good with the bad and trying to roll with whatever comes my way.
Sometimes... i wish i could just be a normal kid. I just don't know if I am physically/emotionally cut out to handle everything. AND THIS IS NOTHING!!! ONLY THE VERY BEGINNING.
The only this is, I don't know if I was cut out to be NORMAL either.
EMILY'S LJ said something I liked. SO i took it. :-) love you emmy lou----
"Never give up on what you really want. The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts."
Have fun. See ya later...
-Kelsey
So with the New Year... I have become a much more agressive business lady.
I've kind of taken to the NICE GUYS FINISH LAST philosophy. I mean.. hell.. i'm still nice. I'm just trying to take fate into my own hands here if you will. A lot of what happens in my life is up to me. So i'm trying to take control. I like it better. I feel a lot better about what I'm doing... BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE... I am starting to find out what people in the industry mean when they say that the music industry is the most disgusting, dirty and cut throat business. Ive gotten a little taste of it. It doesnt make it easy.. but who said this was going to be easy? It's hard. very very hard. Everyday is filled with its ups and downs... you get a lot of downs. I'm just taking the good with the bad and trying to roll with whatever comes my way.
Sometimes... i wish i could just be a normal kid. I just don't know if I am physically/emotionally cut out to handle everything. AND THIS IS NOTHING!!! ONLY THE VERY BEGINNING.
The only this is, I don't know if I was cut out to be NORMAL either.
EMILY'S LJ said something I liked. SO i took it. :-) love you emmy lou----
"Never give up on what you really want. The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts."
Have fun. See ya later...
-Kelsey