Sep 16, 2005 23:41
well hello there. so i have officially made it through my first week of school. I don't want to go into too much detail..because that is boring but this is the consensus.. i can deal with it. there are some things i dont like.. and some things i do. and its not exactly a good thing to judge.. because it is i feel... way too soon. i'm trying to stay as positive as i possibly can.
now for another one of my interesting life revelations! I have learned recently that: You really cannot depend on anyone else to make you happy. I really love having people around me that are really supportive and also are there when need I need moral support. but I have discovered; in the end (first and foremost) you have to be supportive of yourself and depend on YOURSELF. No one can really make you happy. You have to make YOURSELF happy.
A lot of times.. I find myself depending on other people to supportive of my goals as well as be there to help me solve problems. The more I do that, the more I realize that people have lives of their own and are equally as caught up in their problems as I am mine. SO TO NOT LINGER ON THIS ANY LONGER I WILL CONCLUDE. You really just have to believe in yourself and you can't let yourself believe that others are going to do that for you.
(hmm.. on a less positive note: i don't really think i need to become any more independent than i already am haha! it's kind of turning into a negative :-]