my feelings for yesterday...are gone
Hey! WELL sadly enough. Spring break 05 is coming to a close...very very quickly. basically what this comes down to is that tomorrow i will be getting up at 6:00 a.m.. and going to the lovely establishment we call, lely high school.
Anyways, my spring break was really awesome. I had so much fun in NYC. I always do but this time i think i really accomplished a lot. I worked everyday from the second i got there. but that was actually the most fun eveer. I'm very excited about whats happening and i cannot wait to see what may come of this. I LOVE NEW YORK! hahah its such an amazing place.
Yes, but on a more serious note. take a look at the calendar peoples. 2 more months of school! now, normally i'd be SO excited about getting out of that god foresaken place. but.. this year(being my last at lely) i dont want it to end. it has gone too fast already. Its making me very depressed and i have been thinking about it an extreme amount. im actually going to miss some people and YES i'll miss marco. what a blowfest. Ive just been having such an incredible time this year. and its going to be really hard to move my junior year... all for something that may or may not happen. Thats risky. and i dislike taking risks... of any kind.
Yeah, I have to go. This is something i have to do for myself. and i guess i'm just going to have to take it all one day at a time. I hate change so much. but i have come to find in my short 16 years here: that the only thing that stays constant, is change itself.
I'm just going to have fun and realize that as hard as it is to comprehend. that it is time to move on. i hate moving on. and i know that everyone i'm close to here will go on and we'll all go our seperate ways. just like going to college! haha except, for me, this is going to happen 2 years early. and that makes me sad. but i guess i'm gonna just take a breath and jump. here goes...
-school tomorrow. what a blow. ugh! have a good week!!!!
Anyways, my spring break was really awesome. I had so much fun in NYC. I always do but this time i think i really accomplished a lot. I worked everyday from the second i got there. but that was actually the most fun eveer. I'm very excited about whats happening and i cannot wait to see what may come of this. I LOVE NEW YORK! hahah its such an amazing place.
Yes, but on a more serious note. take a look at the calendar peoples. 2 more months of school! now, normally i'd be SO excited about getting out of that god foresaken place. but.. this year(being my last at lely) i dont want it to end. it has gone too fast already. Its making me very depressed and i have been thinking about it an extreme amount. im actually going to miss some people and YES i'll miss marco. what a blowfest. Ive just been having such an incredible time this year. and its going to be really hard to move my junior year... all for something that may or may not happen. Thats risky. and i dislike taking risks... of any kind.
Yeah, I have to go. This is something i have to do for myself. and i guess i'm just going to have to take it all one day at a time. I hate change so much. but i have come to find in my short 16 years here: that the only thing that stays constant, is change itself.
I'm just going to have fun and realize that as hard as it is to comprehend. that it is time to move on. i hate moving on. and i know that everyone i'm close to here will go on and we'll all go our seperate ways. just like going to college! haha except, for me, this is going to happen 2 years early. and that makes me sad. but i guess i'm gonna just take a breath and jump. here goes...
-school tomorrow. what a blow. ugh! have a good week!!!!