you sure have changed since yesterday, without any warning. i thought i knew you.
4 and 1/2 more days until christmas break! i cannot wait! holla if you hear me. but anyways this weekend was so much fun. friday night i went to the bball game and then saturday i had to sing with the band and then kip, travis, kaitlin, danielle and maddy came to watch and then after that we all went and hung out.i had so much fun singing last night. the crowd was awesome and it is so much better singing in a band. they're so fun! but this week is going to be a bitch because of gay midterms/finals. yuck. then i go to NYC saturday thank gizzy!
anyways. im kind of upset and angry with someone right now. i know i shouldnt be. i know shes going through a terribly hard situation right now.. and it must be really hard being in carmel and having to go through this. shes my best friend and i know everything thats happened via people but she still acts like everything is okay. and i know its not. it hurts because she should be able to tell me everything. i shouldnt be mad because i know its tough and she really just needs me to be there for her as a friend but now i know things will never ever be the same because of this. i can just tell that our friendships/family's friendship is ruined over this stupid ass guy and it makes me so sad because she is my best friend i have ever had. i wish there was something i could do to help her... but she just will not talk to me about it. there is nothing i could do. its terribly upseting.
anyways.. im hoping this week will go fast. and i wish you all luck on the midterms. have fun. and only a month 1/2 till i am initiated! (kaito too!)
xo <3
kels
anyways. im kind of upset and angry with someone right now. i know i shouldnt be. i know shes going through a terribly hard situation right now.. and it must be really hard being in carmel and having to go through this. shes my best friend and i know everything thats happened via people but she still acts like everything is okay. and i know its not. it hurts because she should be able to tell me everything. i shouldnt be mad because i know its tough and she really just needs me to be there for her as a friend but now i know things will never ever be the same because of this. i can just tell that our friendships/family's friendship is ruined over this stupid ass guy and it makes me so sad because she is my best friend i have ever had. i wish there was something i could do to help her... but she just will not talk to me about it. there is nothing i could do. its terribly upseting.
anyways.. im hoping this week will go fast. and i wish you all luck on the midterms. have fun. and only a month 1/2 till i am initiated! (kaito too!)
xo <3
kels