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today i felt sick all day. but no one seemed to care. not even my own mother. oh well, i'll make it through. at least tomorrow i don't have to go to school..i just have to ump/do that stupid score paper thing all day. from 9 until like 8. unfair. BUT tomorrow is halloween! that's exciting. except i'm not going trick-or-treating. haha...let down. oh wellllll...so i don't know what to do about this boy issue of mine. because everyone is telling me to just go for someone else, but i can't just change my mind ya know? it's not even like he hates me/never would go out with me. but ya see, there's other guys out there who probably would ask me out, but i don't really want to go out with them you see? i've changed my ways, i'm actually going to like who i date from now on. and besides, from what i see, everyone else i would ever like would never like me. oooooh boy. it's pretty stressful. yesterday in our game, i shanked like one ball the whole game and i was so stressed from all of this and the pressure of the game and i started crying. if you think about it, when do i ever cry? yea that's right---NEVER. i'm a machine! almost as good as deandra. wooooah she REALLY never cries. she's a beast. maybe she has no feelings! oh boy dee i love you :). oh well, perhaps soon it will all be sorted out for the better.
on that note, time for bed.
love you all!
on that note, time for bed.
love you all!