Understand? Please?
I really don't think that people understand. At all. This may not be my first year, but going to college is still a big deal for me. I have issues with it. I don't want to go, and I don't think that my friends realize how traumatic it is for me to have to pack up and leave again. But no, it's "Oh, Aaron's only in Burlington, and he'll be home every weekend, so it's not a big deal to spend time with him before he leaves and say goodbye to him." Well, fuck you. Because if you don't get it by now, then you're never going to. Just fuck it. Fuck it all.