::looooong sigh::
You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
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So yeah. I had an interesting day, to say the least. You know...I think in the past week, I have experienced more emotional ups and downs than I've ever had to encounter in that short of a time period in my life. And today and yesterday have been the worst. There are these short little bursts where I get so energized, and feel so happy....and then I remember. It's no one's fault. At least I try to make myself believe that. Is it something I did? It always seems like that, doesn't it? No matter how hard you try at something....story of my life.
I've had several interesting conversations in the past few days. Conversations that I had never imagined having. Amy and I talked today for a while. I have to admit, it was really nice. I felt good about myself afterwards. I haven't felt that way for a long time. No, that's not true. I feel like that everytime I'm with.... You fill in the blank.
I guess it's time to accept things and move on with life. Of course, I've given myself that speech several times. Moving on to me is defined as pretending that I don't feel anything so that I can cope accordingly with circumstances that are beyond my control. But the feelings, the emotions, the longing....they're all still there. I just wish that I didn't have to wait forever.