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[capesideromance]

+first place sweetheart+
i'll just tell myself
i don't need you,
we all know that's a lie.
so i'll tell myself
you don't need me,
it'll bring me back to reality.

back on two feet,
and carrying myself,
gravity punishes me
for leaving it in the first place...

but you were my first place sweetheart.
sweeter than the lies.
sweeter than the stars.
sweeter than the whites.
in the backs of your sweet eyes.

sweeter than your touch,
sweeter than your lips.
sweeter than the heart thats sealed
with your sweet kiss.

now how could i ever live
without that...without this?

how could i even try
to imagine life without you?

so i'll tell myself you're better off
without me.

i guess i wasn't what you expected.
-me