confusing is good

[capergrl]

As long as I don't see him I can tell myself this is a dream, I can move around and go through the rest of my life, knowing he's there... he exisists, the guy I have been telling myself I wasn't ready for, has found me... and I know he's waiitng, like I'm waiting... and if he loves me.. this is just as agonizing for him...

I also know someone else understands, and that is worth more than it's weight in gold.