Well that was odd

Oct 25, 2003 10:23

Wel, I started yesterday out feeling sick. Not a great start, but hey, I can deal with that. Well, it got worse and I was feeling depressed yesterday. I have no idea why, it just started up on me again. So between the two, I was getting more and more depressed.I had originally planned on doing the grocery shopping and doing some cleaning around here, but I lacked motivation for any of it.

Then around 5PM, my father called me with good news and bad news. The good news was that he pretty much finished up painting my room back home for me (I got the ceiling and 2 walls done last weekend). The bad news was that his cousin (my second cousin?) died that morning. She had had cancer before but it had gone into remission. Well, it came back with a vengeance. Strangely enough, I could deal with this. Perhaps it was a combination of knowing a few weeks in advance that it was going to happen and the fact that I know she's no longer suffering and will be back again. I felt bad for my father though. That was one of maybe 4 times I've ever heard him cry. My mother got on the phone a bit later and while talking to her, I nearly lost it myself. things had just been building up. Well, I went out for a drive and picked up some Arby's. Their roast beef sandwichs solve anything.

I got back feeling a bit better and called a friend of mine. So at the end of the day, it all kinda balanced out for me.

Today, it's like I'm starting back up right wher eI left off. I feel like I could go either way. I could either run around the apartment building and start doing handspring or I could go crawl back into bed and sleep the day away.

Right now I'm leaning more towards the handsprings.
(An no, I'm not goint to try it. I know I'd end up in the hospital)
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