why is it always the logic that goes first

[notsoloyal]

WHO: the 'Waves of Shock and Sound
WHERE: Shockwave's room
WHEN: Not long after this post
WARNINGS: Awkward, abuse of blue/purple font, abuse of the words logical/illogical, Soundwave is gay so there is some making out. ALL SOUNDWAVE'S FAULT.
SUMMARY: Shockwave's desires are messing up his logic. This leads to a breakdown. Soundwave goes to try and

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[allshock_notalk]

[Rumble's been put to bed, along with the cub he has yet to name. The other children are also finally sleeping, fortunately. It makes this easier.]

[What he wants. He knows what he wants, and he realizes it's getting worse, but it's harder to not fulfill what he wants.]

[Silently, he knocks the door. He'll be careful. Reel himself in.]

SHOCKWAVE.

[notsoloyal]

[He doesn't bother look up when he hears the knock. Too much else going on in his head. It's slowly getting harder to focus on the logic, but he's not going to stop trying.]

[He almost forgets to answer. Almost.]

What?

[allshock_notalk]

WARNING: I WILL OPEN THIS DOOR IF YOU DO NOT.
PERMIT ME ENTRANCE.

[notsoloyal]

[He hesitates.]

...

You would come in even if I told you to leave.

[He's not going to fight about this. He wouldn't win at this point anyway.]

O HAI NEW THREAD

[allshock_notalk]

ACKNOWLEDGED.

[Kisses his chin.]

...
YOU ARE SAFE WITH ME.

IT'S SO SPARKLY AND NEW.

[notsoloyal]

That is rather... unDecepticon like of you.

MINT OUT OF THE BOX.

[allshock_notalk]

HN?
VERIFY: IS IT SO UNLIKE ME TO PROTECT OTHER DECEPTICONS?

[Although he's thinking on a slightly more personal level than simply a fellow teammate.]

WE GOT TO BE REAL CAREFUL WITH IT.

[notsoloyal]

I do not need to be protected.

[Doesn't actually answer the question, but doesn't quite realize that either.]