15 ✬ [video - backdated to Tuesday night]

Jun 01, 2011 00:16

[Angelica is sitting at her kitchen table, staring very intently at a coffee mug.  Apparently she's taking a break from the dinosaur insanity to reflect for a spell.]

I arrived in the City one year ago today. I arrived here less than an hour after having a tumor surgically removed from my breast. I was so sick and so terrified. I felt so alone... I thought I was on death's door.  When I arrived here, I was ready to give up.

[She trails off, still staring at that mug, and she doesn't say anything for a long moment.]

Just... What a difference a year makes, you know? I didn't know if I'd even have this year. I would never have predicted I would be where I am today and who I am today. Not in a million years.  I've met people I couldn't have dreamed up, continued my education, found my place in the community.  I fell in love, I got married... I've made a life for myself that I never even imagined back home.

[Another moment of thoughtful silence before she speaks again.]

I guess I mean to say, thank you, City. Thank you for this year.  Thank you for this life.  Thank you for this second chance at being myself.

angelica jones | firestar

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