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Oct 28, 2010 12:45

I guess this is what growing up is like.

Does being a hero always feel this way?

[ Quietly: ]

I don't like it very much.

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fishnets October 28 2010, 19:37:57 UTC
Depends on the day.

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tothecloud October 28 2010, 22:59:25 UTC
Being a hero is good, right? Doing good-- it shouldn't feel bad.

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fishnets October 29 2010, 08:33:07 UTC
It is.

And it shouldn't. But sometimes it does. It's a sacrifice you have to make. So -- here's the time when you should decide. Do you want to keep being a hero? Do you want to walk away from this life? If you're questioning your beliefs, you should take some time off. It helps, I promise.

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tothecloud October 29 2010, 13:15:06 UTC
[ An exhale. ]

I think I have to take time off anyway.

I'm suspended.

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fishnets October 29 2010, 22:30:56 UTC
You wouldn't be the first.

Don't think of it as a bad thing. Think of it as a vacation. Go somewhere -- get some rest. Think everything over, wax philosophic if you must. You might not ever get over it, but at least you'll know how you feel and what you want to do with your future.

It'll get easier.

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