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[a wary and somewhat anxious Blue sits before you, network. and...continues said sitting in silence for a half a minute or so, flickering glances off-screen while he considers what he was to say. shoulda rehearsed a bit more.
looking back, shoulders drawing up with his breath.]
There is...not much that I can rely on here to fully understand the situation that I--and, perhaps, another self are in here. From what I have gathered, though...there are so many here that willingly offer their kindness in honor of that self that is no longer among you.
I actually wonder if that will not be the self that I shall become, somehow. [a hesitation, frowning a bit. maybe that doesn't need discussing. switching gears!]
I wanted to apologize again to those of you who reached out and received suspicion and hostility. I am uncertain how much of my world is known in this place, but...there was no way to be sure right away about what was happening here. Even now, there's always a chance--
[quickly jumping over that:] But I am grateful for your patience and kindness. All of you--those I--ah, that self...knew. And those that I have been honored to meet. [bowing his head in gratitude.] If I can repay your concern and aid somehow, I will try. It seems...I have very few options. Most here are simply waiting, aren't they?
...Are there any actively seeking the way out?
[beat. exhale.]
There are many I should speak to...[nodding.] I will try.
Thank you.
looking back, shoulders drawing up with his breath.]
There is...not much that I can rely on here to fully understand the situation that I--and, perhaps, another self are in here. From what I have gathered, though...there are so many here that willingly offer their kindness in honor of that self that is no longer among you.
I actually wonder if that will not be the self that I shall become, somehow. [a hesitation, frowning a bit. maybe that doesn't need discussing. switching gears!]
I wanted to apologize again to those of you who reached out and received suspicion and hostility. I am uncertain how much of my world is known in this place, but...there was no way to be sure right away about what was happening here. Even now, there's always a chance--
[quickly jumping over that:] But I am grateful for your patience and kindness. All of you--those I--ah, that self...knew. And those that I have been honored to meet. [bowing his head in gratitude.] If I can repay your concern and aid somehow, I will try. It seems...I have very few options. Most here are simply waiting, aren't they?
...Are there any actively seeking the way out?
[beat. exhale.]
There are many I should speak to...[nodding.] I will try.
Thank you.