all i can do
bleh. now i am sad. i know it isn't like deep because i know i am lucky but i think i just am stressed about the woodlands in general now and also yes i like(d) tyler so this is not the nicest feeling i have ever encountered. it's good not to be desperate but still unfortunate to not be happy.
still, it is So Lucky Sunday. so this week:
DAJAC. top of the damn list because he has been too cute this week.
my. best. friends. i am 100% positive that these late night phone calls get old but i can't tell you how much i am grateful for it. laughing/crying at 1am about ODs and standing in a random bush at a party is something i couldn't share with just anyone.
graduation. i know it seems like not grateful, because it means i want to leave, but i am just excited at the prospect of a change. i have said it ten million times i know but it's true; i need to not be in gainesville.
matt being a good influence in my life. and also i think for the semi-cuddles.
trav and john late night skypes about chase's domestic abuse
clothes. i seriously adore fashion.
there was this morning a moment i liked before i had to look at real life and it was just me and matt, in bed watching awful sunday morning TV and he smoked and it was just, nice. i really just want things not to be weird in that apartment. really. tyler i can handle and matt i will figure out, but i love it there and i don't want them to hate me.