babydoll, I recognize, you're a hideous thing inside.
who even knows. I sure as hell don't.
I don't have priorities anymore I've realized.
ever since I finished school, and have been enjoying summer to the best of my ability with staying out til all hours every night, and never being home/sleeping, I lost my fuel. I love work, don't get me wrong, but it exhausts me and then I push myself without ever stopping.
because when I do stop, I don't wanna do anything. I just wanna lay here and do nothing. I need to learn to prioritize better. it's on my to do list. I need to start caring again.
I stopped caring about boys and drama, so much, that I think I just stopped caring. Period.
and a huge portion is because I'm out of school. so all of a sudden, I can be lazy and it not matter. just as long as I'm not lazy for work. it takes a toll on everyone else, and myself, but it's a habit I've fallen into.
I won't follow you around. I won't pursue this. you can do it if you feel like it, but it's probably not worth it. we just wanna have fun. pursuing anything, and succeeding never was any fun....
I don't have priorities anymore I've realized.
ever since I finished school, and have been enjoying summer to the best of my ability with staying out til all hours every night, and never being home/sleeping, I lost my fuel. I love work, don't get me wrong, but it exhausts me and then I push myself without ever stopping.
because when I do stop, I don't wanna do anything. I just wanna lay here and do nothing. I need to learn to prioritize better. it's on my to do list. I need to start caring again.
I stopped caring about boys and drama, so much, that I think I just stopped caring. Period.
and a huge portion is because I'm out of school. so all of a sudden, I can be lazy and it not matter. just as long as I'm not lazy for work. it takes a toll on everyone else, and myself, but it's a habit I've fallen into.
I won't follow you around. I won't pursue this. you can do it if you feel like it, but it's probably not worth it. we just wanna have fun. pursuing anything, and succeeding never was any fun....