they all wanted me. me. for once I just stopped thinking and I just.. I did something wild.
PS! I got the job at tranquility.. I start tomorrow. mondays & wednesdays 4-8, and saturdays 9-4. not too shabby. tips will be wonderful. once I graduate, I'll get more hours. lovellyyy.
ethan is in the hospital with liver problems. they got the numbers to go down, but once they took him out from under the light, they went back up again. it's not uncommon, but I can't help but be worried out of my mind. that baby became the love of my life within seconds. everything will be okay. it has to be.
stressing more than I ever have in my whole entire life is not so good on my head, muscles, bones & everyone around me. I don't think I'll function properly again until thursday. and even that is debateable. If I mess up the tiniest bit on wednesday, I'll beat myself up about it until I get the results. God, help me.
so maybe in a month this will work out. I guess only time will tell if you're gonna stick around or not. either way, I'm still on my own for now. and the next couple of months. easier said than done, I'm aware.. maybe I'll stick with it this time? doubtful, but let's not get ahead of ourselves.
in reality, I'm still just a little girl.
and boys & girls can never be just fiends.
ethan is in the hospital with liver problems. they got the numbers to go down, but once they took him out from under the light, they went back up again. it's not uncommon, but I can't help but be worried out of my mind. that baby became the love of my life within seconds. everything will be okay. it has to be.
stressing more than I ever have in my whole entire life is not so good on my head, muscles, bones & everyone around me. I don't think I'll function properly again until thursday. and even that is debateable. If I mess up the tiniest bit on wednesday, I'll beat myself up about it until I get the results. God, help me.
so maybe in a month this will work out. I guess only time will tell if you're gonna stick around or not. either way, I'm still on my own for now. and the next couple of months. easier said than done, I'm aware.. maybe I'll stick with it this time? doubtful, but let's not get ahead of ourselves.
in reality, I'm still just a little girl.
and boys & girls can never be just fiends.