Me complaining about my life....
yep, so i wrote this on friday and edited it on sunday. Having no internet, i finally get a chance to post it today. So this WHOLE post is about me complaining about my life. Nothing interesting...
Ugh, this semester is going by so fast yet not fast enough. There’s constant homework, I can not breathe at all: two regular size research papers due every week and a test almost every other week in two out of four classes with regular reading and other assignments for each class. Really need a break and that’s six weeks away…thanksgiving break. How ironic, isn’t it. That means it’ll be Ohno’s birthday and it sucks cause the day BEFORE (which will be Ohno’s actual birthday in Japan) I have a huge paper due and on the actual day here in the US, I have two major test. Oh my….T.T
Yes yes plan ahead, which I am desperately trying too, but with regular papers due every week, test every other week and projects due here and there…..O.O *Pulls hair
That aside, since we’ve moved house (about four weeks and a half now) I have not clean my bedroom and it’s literally a jungle in there. What’s worst is no internet and no home phone (which is a good thing I decided to finally get a cell phone). I have been deprive of Arashi since school started and with no internet to keep me updated (and regular AD translation), it’s a living hell.
What I hate the most is no freedom. My mom started an alteration shop at the beginning of this year and that was already a pain in the ass since I had to watch it almost every day from 10 AM until 7 PM (no pay-not that I mind for many many many legit reasons). The store is barely alive since it’s new and all and I understand that it needs time, but what’s even better is that she decided to open another alteration store (10 AM - 9 PM). It’s a hectic mess (the store is super busy, my mom has not hire anyone to help her yet and the previous owner left the store very messy and super dirty, literally). I try to help out whenever I don’t have school and it’s starting to effect the days I have school as well, in which I don’t get home until late at night. Yesterday there was so many cloths that we didn’t even get home until 4 this morning.
Point being is that I have no time for homework, no time for arashi and not time for myself.
-_____________- It’s not that I want too or mind as much as it sounds, but I see it as an obligation. I really miss the old days. I took the day off so I can finally complete my papers (which I didn’t even start and its due tomorrow- I usually don’t procrastinate like this so I am panicking.) All in all, I feel really guilty for not helping out at the alteration shop today but there’s so much to do like HOMEWORK, going to church (which I haven’t gone in forever. I skipped today even though the church is throwing a goodbye party for our wonderful pastor), doing laundry, cleaning my bedroom and finish moving (which I haven’t even finish doing yet).
I have no time for these two guys right now. I use to care and made sure that I don’t hurt there feelings but atm I just really don’t care. I wish they would stop texting or get the hint that I have no time for a boyfriend because my heart already belongs to Ohno. =P
At the moment, I have become an old, fat cranky lady who’s lacking so much sleep and is starting to get constant migraine. I feel like I am one step away from giving up on staying on task with my assignments. Hopefully the future looks brighter after this semester. My patient has thin out to none right now and it’s upsetting me. Arashi, give me strength…..yet ARASHI is moving at such a fast pace that I can’t even catch up or follow anymore. TT.TT Oh Lord, please have mercy on my poor nerves.
Ugh, this semester is going by so fast yet not fast enough. There’s constant homework, I can not breathe at all: two regular size research papers due every week and a test almost every other week in two out of four classes with regular reading and other assignments for each class. Really need a break and that’s six weeks away…thanksgiving break. How ironic, isn’t it. That means it’ll be Ohno’s birthday and it sucks cause the day BEFORE (which will be Ohno’s actual birthday in Japan) I have a huge paper due and on the actual day here in the US, I have two major test. Oh my….T.T
Yes yes plan ahead, which I am desperately trying too, but with regular papers due every week, test every other week and projects due here and there…..O.O *Pulls hair
That aside, since we’ve moved house (about four weeks and a half now) I have not clean my bedroom and it’s literally a jungle in there. What’s worst is no internet and no home phone (which is a good thing I decided to finally get a cell phone). I have been deprive of Arashi since school started and with no internet to keep me updated (and regular AD translation), it’s a living hell.
What I hate the most is no freedom. My mom started an alteration shop at the beginning of this year and that was already a pain in the ass since I had to watch it almost every day from 10 AM until 7 PM (no pay-not that I mind for many many many legit reasons). The store is barely alive since it’s new and all and I understand that it needs time, but what’s even better is that she decided to open another alteration store (10 AM - 9 PM). It’s a hectic mess (the store is super busy, my mom has not hire anyone to help her yet and the previous owner left the store very messy and super dirty, literally). I try to help out whenever I don’t have school and it’s starting to effect the days I have school as well, in which I don’t get home until late at night. Yesterday there was so many cloths that we didn’t even get home until 4 this morning.
Point being is that I have no time for homework, no time for arashi and not time for myself.
-_____________- It’s not that I want too or mind as much as it sounds, but I see it as an obligation. I really miss the old days. I took the day off so I can finally complete my papers (which I didn’t even start and its due tomorrow- I usually don’t procrastinate like this so I am panicking.) All in all, I feel really guilty for not helping out at the alteration shop today but there’s so much to do like HOMEWORK, going to church (which I haven’t gone in forever. I skipped today even though the church is throwing a goodbye party for our wonderful pastor), doing laundry, cleaning my bedroom and finish moving (which I haven’t even finish doing yet).
I have no time for these two guys right now. I use to care and made sure that I don’t hurt there feelings but atm I just really don’t care. I wish they would stop texting or get the hint that I have no time for a boyfriend because my heart already belongs to Ohno. =P
At the moment, I have become an old, fat cranky lady who’s lacking so much sleep and is starting to get constant migraine. I feel like I am one step away from giving up on staying on task with my assignments. Hopefully the future looks brighter after this semester. My patient has thin out to none right now and it’s upsetting me. Arashi, give me strength…..yet ARASHI is moving at such a fast pace that I can’t even catch up or follow anymore. TT.TT Oh Lord, please have mercy on my poor nerves.