Me ranting! -.-
It's me ranting
(NOT Arashi related)
My sister and brother-in-law wants me to start dating. They're not really forcing me but i feel the pressure. The guy is pretty nice and he's trying, and i told my sister that "i cant promise him anything but that doesn't mean that i wont try". He's a gentle man so far and I know he'll stop pursuing me if i tell him to stop. he said so himself. The problem is i don't know what i want yet i know what i want.
Honestly, i do not want to be in a relationship right now but i understand where my sister is coming from. There's still so much out there and so much to see. yes Arashi also has to do with this. I don't even have enough time for Arashi, so i don't want a boyfriend to get in the way. But, It would be nice to have a boyfriend, however...i guess i don't have those kind of feelings towards him. Regardless, i know that if i try, i am sure that i can learn to like him.
What should i do? Follow my heart and wait or give it a chance?
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On the side note: this would be my first serious relationship since the only other relationship i've been in was in six grade and we've "dated" for three months.
In short, i take relationship seriously and don't want to just date around.
However my sister and some people don't seem to understand me. Am i thinking too much?
you're probably thinking this is simple and i am being a pain.
well, i guess i don't want to be in a relationship but i don't want to lose a good guy.
(NOT Arashi related)
My sister and brother-in-law wants me to start dating. They're not really forcing me but i feel the pressure. The guy is pretty nice and he's trying, and i told my sister that "i cant promise him anything but that doesn't mean that i wont try". He's a gentle man so far and I know he'll stop pursuing me if i tell him to stop. he said so himself. The problem is i don't know what i want yet i know what i want.
Honestly, i do not want to be in a relationship right now but i understand where my sister is coming from. There's still so much out there and so much to see. yes Arashi also has to do with this. I don't even have enough time for Arashi, so i don't want a boyfriend to get in the way. But, It would be nice to have a boyfriend, however...i guess i don't have those kind of feelings towards him. Regardless, i know that if i try, i am sure that i can learn to like him.
What should i do? Follow my heart and wait or give it a chance?
---
On the side note: this would be my first serious relationship since the only other relationship i've been in was in six grade and we've "dated" for three months.
In short, i take relationship seriously and don't want to just date around.
However my sister and some people don't seem to understand me. Am i thinking too much?
you're probably thinking this is simple and i am being a pain.
well, i guess i don't want to be in a relationship but i don't want to lose a good guy.