regret
i have never felt so much regret in my life. i just lost the best thing ive ever had in my life. i lost everything i have ever wanted in a girl. i was so happy. i made the biggest mistake of my life and for no reason. i didnt get anything out of what i did. it meant nothing to me. i barely even remember it. i hate myself right now. i regret being immature and not moving on. i was changing, just not enough. i had everything i wanted. it was the best times of my life. i still cant believe its gone. i have fucked up so bad. i would do anything to change this. im sorry i hurt you. im sorry. you are so amazing. i honestly do love you. i messed up so bad. im sorry.