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So here's the thing. I KNOW what I want from my friends, and lovers. I know what I expect out of them. I expect the things I deserve simply as a human being. You give me respect, love, honesty, and encouragement. Thats not really much to ask. From my lovers I expect the same, as well as, understanding, humor, patience, humanity. I'm not always easy to get along with. I'm ok with that, if you arnt, then do something about it. Offer constructive critizism. Or go away.
I want my friends to laugh and cry with me. To be proud of me for my achievements, and to stand besides me for my failure. To remind me not to get a big head, and to brush my ego a bit when its bruised. I expect to do all these things for you as well. Nothing in life is one sided. I dont want you to always be there for me, yet never let me be there for you or see the real you. If you are having the worlds worst day, I expect to be able to grab you and take you out for a fun night on the town, or just bring over a movie and cry with you.
In my lovers. I want you to push my limits. To pull me back in when I push you away. To laugh at me, and not just with me. To have fun and see the bright side, when I refuse to. I want you to be the silver lining in my cloud. I want to be your best friend, I want to make you laugh so hard your sides hurt. I want to be able to cook for you, without being your house bitch or no longer having your respect. I want you to make me uncomfortable because I am comfortable. Dont let me run because its too hard. I dont want you to be perfect, but I want you to be incredible. I want you to be my yin. That may be too much to ask, but I'm still asking it.
I dont expect any comments, its more of a comment to myself. I just wish I'd go for what I want, and stop going for what is a really bad idea.
I want my friends to laugh and cry with me. To be proud of me for my achievements, and to stand besides me for my failure. To remind me not to get a big head, and to brush my ego a bit when its bruised. I expect to do all these things for you as well. Nothing in life is one sided. I dont want you to always be there for me, yet never let me be there for you or see the real you. If you are having the worlds worst day, I expect to be able to grab you and take you out for a fun night on the town, or just bring over a movie and cry with you.
In my lovers. I want you to push my limits. To pull me back in when I push you away. To laugh at me, and not just with me. To have fun and see the bright side, when I refuse to. I want you to be the silver lining in my cloud. I want to be your best friend, I want to make you laugh so hard your sides hurt. I want to be able to cook for you, without being your house bitch or no longer having your respect. I want you to make me uncomfortable because I am comfortable. Dont let me run because its too hard. I dont want you to be perfect, but I want you to be incredible. I want you to be my yin. That may be too much to ask, but I'm still asking it.
I dont expect any comments, its more of a comment to myself. I just wish I'd go for what I want, and stop going for what is a really bad idea.