Jun 14, 2007 18:49
here's to you mitch. we're gonna miss you dude.
p.s.- mitch leery=fictional character. no worries.
welp, i feel like my soul's been an obnoxious drunk for a while and this week just kinda lifted me up by my shirt, threw me against a brick wall and slapped me around a bit. and despite the seething pain coursing through me i can't help but squeak out a pathetic but appropriate, "Thanks, I needed that."
i don't know if i ever had a time when i had to do something really tough and it was so hardcore that I asked a friend to be there with me, just for support. like, i don't absolutely need this person or i couldn't go through with it, but i was just scared and that phrase "I could realllly use a friend right now" can be used and felt and meant. So many times my spirit feels like going up to my friends and just looking them in the face and saying, "you know what man, you've been there for me for everything. you're the best friend anyone could ask for and i'm here to tell you i would die for you. i'd do anything for you because you'd do the same for me and we got each other's back. i don't care how far apart we drift from each other for whatever reason i got your back. i love you dude, fuckin right."
and i'm crying...............and that's how i know that love is the greatest thing this worlds got to offer . and i think i'll stop there. thank you lord.
(it took me 5 minutes to write those last two lines. i wanted to finish poigniantly. i'm such a freakin ham. heh.)