Lonely, I'm mister lonely, i need somebody to call my own.
I need some one to baby me... think I always have probly always will. Where the hell is the medium lengthed, dark haired, attractive, intelligent, charming, kind, ((great in bed)) man I ordered? Tommy Bismeyer.... only met him once but I still remember him... he blatently flirted with me and charmed me in front of my dude, his best friend. Not a very nice thing to do but he was confident and super hot and smart and when he spoke of music and passion he made me wet, why can't they all be Tommy Bismeyer. Mmmhmmmmm. I'm in need of attention.. affection, maybe even a serious ((date)). I dunno maybe I'm just not good with lonely.... no I know I'm not good with lonely... it sucks. It sounds like I'm not the only lonely though. Unfortunate how true it is that misery loves company.... but really evryone loves company. I got to catch up on some old times with an old friend that felt good. Almost makes me wish for the old days when it was so much fun to just go and have a good time and not worry about the consiquinces of adulthood like wheres the money gonna come from, how ur gonna pay ur bills, the thought of missing work for any real time to yourself. Like Bonaroo, I'd love to go this year but money time and work stand between me and my dreams. Hopefully I'll still be able to attend some less than jake shows .