FUCK!
I had a great time tonight. I got to hang out with Chris, Wyatt, and Eric for a couple of hours and it was awesome. Me and Wyatt had a little chat about politics and all that stuff. We didn't really argue, but Eric didn't wanna get involved so he made us go outside and talk. When we hit the front porch we quit talking. Maybe it was a ploy to get on Eric's nerves. I don't know. We got on the usual subject of realtionships and like always, I got all emo and said I give up. lol. I really need to though. It may be a little more healthy for me. It just brought me back to other relationships and one in particular that I wish I had another shot at. One that I fucked up pretty bad. To her, I know she reads this, I'm still sorry. If I could change it all and fix things, I would totally do it. I'm done now. Off to write with Chris, hopefully something really amazing.