May 18, 2005 11:10
I'm sooooooooooooooooooo Sorry to everyone!!!!!!!!!
I'm really going to work on not doing that ever again!!!!!
I mean it this time!!!!!!!!!!!
I love all of you so much....And I'm tired of always hurting you guys!!!
I miss Kelly and Everyone!!!!!
I love you guys!!!!
Woke up and I feel like shit
I don't remember last night, I'm getting sick of this
I hit the bottle when I got off stage
and got piss drunk stupid and I went in a rage
I think I mighta got in a fight
Because my knuckles were bloody and I don't feel alright
I hit the bottom and I don't even care
You say I'm going to hell but I am already there
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
I wanna be free from this ball and chain and
Be free from this life of pain and
be free from this ball and chain
I wanna be free from you
Now I'm full of guilt and shame
I can't point a finger cause theres no one to blame
So I say you'll never do it again
But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend
I think that I am starting to see
I have become everything I never wanted to be
I'm really getting sick of myself
Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
So sick and tired of being sick and tired
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
So sick and tired of being sick and tired