Jun 21, 2004 00:15
today was awesome and then it wasnt. today should be national miss day. im missing people a lot....im not crying over it but feel the wanting of them. wondering how theyy are and stuff ...that kind of "i miss you" when ur not a part of their life anymore type of thing.
chase's dad is leavin to go to saudi arabia being a home base warrant officer. i really hope he stays safe, so anyone who reads this better keep him in their prayers!
*love you chase*
i had my last performance for the wizard of oz today, i was kinda thinkin "woo hoo no more sweatin on stage jumping like a monkey doing leaps wearing whore make up or tryin to sing lol" but i miss it already, i could act forever especially in musicals...dancing n singing and all. i think i want that to be my career but i think i need more involved in it to make sure thats what i want. when ms rosalie told me bye at the cast party i thought ud cry...and i wont be seeing a lot of the ppl that were in it like angela n josh. and ill miss sarah constantly pickin on me for singing lol theres all this little funny things to miss and remember but yeah tomorrow is something new to begin! desty camp aka hell for 3 nyts ....just jokin hopefully it will make me a better dancer? yeahhh once again keyword HOPE soo yeah thats my life @ uLL for the next week and when i get back im goin to a dance recital and sum party thing with tyler or something
joshie leaves tomorrow ...well today since its like 1 in the morning and i didnt give him my desty jacket yet, i wanted him to wear it in new york ...im def goin to write him! one whoole month without him...whos gonna wake me up and may me do something now lol him n greg are mmy snowball partners. joshie believes in me ...says im loyal and that i dont piss him off, wish i could be like that to other ppl!
i want to give a bigggggggggggggggggggg happy birthday to james!!! happppy birthdayyy to YOUU!!! have an awesome day!
iN 2 ChRiSt 4eVa: Fubu shirt - $50
Rocca Wear sweatshirt - $80
Sean John hat - $30
Realizing you're white... - *priceless *... hahahahaaahahahhaa
jenna cracks me uppp! certain guys crack me up as well...."throwing on the line" -verryyy funny, its a male special talent or something
im goin talk on the phone with the brittany barrios! my long lost friend