Lettin it all out
my dad mite go back... as in away... as in "over there"... as in again... He wants to... WTF????? He didn't tell me... again WTF?? thats so wrong... i overheard my mom talkin to someone about it... not purposely but i did... when did he plan on tellin me...??????? ugh... i can't believe he wants to... i don't get it... why would he hurt me so bad again? its not fair... he took me away from Tayler and James and Scott and Kaden and ppl that i love and care about... and then he dumps me in a shit hole where apparently my Mom and Bro are doin just fine and THEN he is seriously thinking about leaving... AGAIN! he had his fun he had his time and we were lucky enough to see him again... and he wants to go BACK? WTF is his deal? seriously...
i realize i just entered an entry and i didn't put this in there b/c i didnt wanna tell ne one just in case its not a big deal but its eating me up and i hate SA. its so....... impossible that a single place could be so........ impossible!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Oh just to make matters ten times better Kaden blew up at me and then hung up on me yesterday... and didn't even bother to call back to apologize... i didn't even do n e thing wrong... wut and asshole...
save me... be my hero... :(
i'm tired but can't sleep, i'm sad and can't cry...
i realize i just entered an entry and i didn't put this in there b/c i didnt wanna tell ne one just in case its not a big deal but its eating me up and i hate SA. its so....... impossible that a single place could be so........ impossible!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Oh just to make matters ten times better Kaden blew up at me and then hung up on me yesterday... and didn't even bother to call back to apologize... i didn't even do n e thing wrong... wut and asshole...
save me... be my hero... :(
i'm tired but can't sleep, i'm sad and can't cry...