hmm, "he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me....."hmm
things went pretty well, i got to band late....yapped it up with eric, had lunch with the gang, and went to...oh! oh!! oh!!!!
ok, so i told eric that i needed to go to the nurses because of my leg hurting, so he came with. it was kinda weird, yet nice. i think something has changed in his about me. but who knows, he gives no clue at all about what he's thinking. but he came to the nurses office with me and stayed there, and even went back with me when i got the gauze for my leg. he waited in the doorway, and we went to his locker after cuz he needed things for global studies. i waited there with him since i was going to PE and had plenty of time to waste. and he conspired in me for his global studies project, it was sweet.
Oh, I can't take another heartache
Though you say you're my friend
I'm at my wits end
You say your love is bonafide
But that don't coincide
With the things that you're doing
When I ask you to be nice
You say you gotta be
Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind
Well, I do my best to understand dear
But you still mystify, and I wanna know why
I pick myself up off the ground
And have you knock me back down
Again and again
And when I ask you to explain
You say you gotta be
Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind
Well, I do my best to understand dear
But you still mystify, and I wanna know why
I pick myself up off the ground
And have you knock me back down
Again and again
And when I ask you to explain
You say you gotta be
Cruel to be kind, in the right measure
Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign
Cruel to be kind, means that I love you
Baby, you gotta be cruel to be kind
i've been thinkin, and maybe eric is (in his weird way)flirting with me, maybe it's been continueing for a while, but i've been too oblivious to notice. but who knows.
over all Powells went well, it was kinda weird and annoying having Jack there, but hey, he must've loosened the moment, and given me time to lean on eric too many times to count. read maggies' LJ before writting thisand well, i thought it was funny. also, sometimes i wish i was more adventurous, and outgoing, but then i remember i might regret doing something, but then i realize that i might do something that would be good, and i wouldn't regret. i just think things through too much.
The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand
'Cos you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway
The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed
That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway, anyway
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing
(It's here to stay)
'Cos love is only a feeling
Anyway.