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for some reason i am really upset..i wish i could put something up like rachel where people put something about you anonymously but for some strange reason im afraid someone would write something mean... i am so stupid sometimes... lol ive never felt like this before! and my dad keeps calling and i dont wanna talk to him because all that he has done.. and next week i prolly wont be here cause my grandpa is sick and he can barely walk, it seems like every sad thing that could possibly happen is happening now..arrgh.. and ive just never felt so sad and lonely before in my life.. i dont know what is wrong with me lately?