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I don't like whining or begging for someone to care and thats not what this is about at all.. I just want to get all of this out and I don't really know of anyone in particular to tell it to, and I dont want to whine to my friends about it because everyone has problems of there own so this is how this entry has become:
Well this weekend has been pretty rough.. my cousin chewed me out and told me I always complain that I think everyone wants to be like me and she said no one would ever want to be like me and I dont think anyone should want or need to be like me.. EVER!!! But she has really gotten to me. even though shes only in the 8th grade and Im thinking maybe shes right.. maybe I am like that and I mean I dont know how or why... but I hope Im not and I am going to work on it. I feel like I try so hard to please other people and nothing is ever good enough.. no matter what someone gets mad, someone gets left out, and you just have to live not worrying. but the thing is I worry about everything and everyone and I need to stop worrying!
-well im done im sorry you read that haha but with some stuff you just have to wonder-
Well this weekend has been pretty rough.. my cousin chewed me out and told me I always complain that I think everyone wants to be like me and she said no one would ever want to be like me and I dont think anyone should want or need to be like me.. EVER!!! But she has really gotten to me. even though shes only in the 8th grade and Im thinking maybe shes right.. maybe I am like that and I mean I dont know how or why... but I hope Im not and I am going to work on it. I feel like I try so hard to please other people and nothing is ever good enough.. no matter what someone gets mad, someone gets left out, and you just have to live not worrying. but the thing is I worry about everything and everyone and I need to stop worrying!
-well im done im sorry you read that haha but with some stuff you just have to wonder-