How to Cure Depression
How to Cure Despression in 3 Easy Steps
1) Move $200 from Savings account to Visa.
2) Used freed up $ on Visa to purchase plane ticket to Kelowna.
3) Go to Kelowna.
I leave tomorrow afternoon. By 3:30pm I will be climbing up his 6'4 frame to steal a much-needed, much-missed kiss. And all will be right with the world.
Paul is in Kelowna performing at the Yuks there. It's only a 4 hour drive from my house but it's through a Mountain pass that - at this time of year - is covered in snow and subject to massive white-outs, etc. So I won't drive there. I'm pretty sure I used up all my snowstorm karma in the last blizzard. Plus I've put a lot of miles on my car lately and it's due for a tune-up. I just don't want to risk it.
But knowing he is just 4 small hours from me - and won't be this close again for MONTHS - has added to the crimpling sadness I have been feeling lately. And then today I realized that 2 of my friends were killed in the prime of their lives. Instantly and tragically. And if I was to be killed next week I would be really really sad that I didn't go see him. And I wouldn't give a fuck that I've accumulated a ton of money in my savings account "in case of emergencies". So I dipped into my savings account and splurged on an airline ticket.
It's only a 53 minute flight. It costs way too much for a 53 minute flight because it was last minute but.... I get to be with my boy. And that means I'll be happy and relaxed and not sad. Because Paul makes me feel zen.
Did I mention he was stupidly-happy to hear I was coming. :-) :-) :-)
He said I could do a guest spot. But I told him I didn't know if I wanted to. I haven't been feeling that funny lately. I think I just want to be his groupie this weekend. That said, I'll probably do a set Saturday night. Because after 24 hours with him I'll be back to my old self - and my old self is fucking HYSTERICAL!
:-)
Thanks Crystal and Leah for the support. :-) (and those of you I emailed with.. DZ)
You guys are awesome!