Am I a poser?
This is sorta brought on by paraka's post.
I know that I'm not as active in fandom as I used to be, so I always end up feeling guilty that I'm not being enough of a fangirl and sometimes I end up doing a bunch of fandom things that only stress me out more.
While I seem to find some good fandom communities, I always seem to find the bad circles as well. I think maybe that's why it's made me hesitant in voicing my concern about problems that are going on.
Of course, this is not new to me. The hesitance part I mean. I'm never the type to speak up about things, which is why I started blogging. It's basically where I ranted about crap (in case you haven't noticed :P).
Maybe I'm just overthinking things as usual. I mean, I'm passionate about my fandoms and my shows and I always share the love and try not to share the hate.
Bah, I think I'm just being cynical.
I know that I'm not as active in fandom as I used to be, so I always end up feeling guilty that I'm not being enough of a fangirl and sometimes I end up doing a bunch of fandom things that only stress me out more.
While I seem to find some good fandom communities, I always seem to find the bad circles as well. I think maybe that's why it's made me hesitant in voicing my concern about problems that are going on.
Of course, this is not new to me. The hesitance part I mean. I'm never the type to speak up about things, which is why I started blogging. It's basically where I ranted about crap (in case you haven't noticed :P).
Maybe I'm just overthinking things as usual. I mean, I'm passionate about my fandoms and my shows and I always share the love and try not to share the hate.
Bah, I think I'm just being cynical.