Leting go is hard,but trying to forget is even harder.
Sorry i havnt updated ive been in jail.Since ive been out everything seems the same and nothings changed.Except i was "seeing" this boy and turns out i was wasteing my time,wow who wouldve thought I was so blind i shouldve seen it comeing.I guess im stupid when it comes to boys, wait boys are just stupid.Lately ive been feeling like megans phone,i think when i was grounded i missed megan and jay the most,as for kacie and jared their still tight as eva.Im going to see the black dahila murder that should be waay fun im excited even tho its in like a month.I guess my feelings for steven ave been growing,since i know nothing will happen i shouldnt get into it,but speeking of him i couldnt go to the throw down/the charriot show he bought me a hoodie(even tho i paid for half of it.haha) he's such a nice boy.I haven't been to practice in a week and today was the 1st day ive been back,it reminded me how much i hate swim.Ive been becomeing lazy lately and i kinda like it.I am suposed to be job looking but the lazzyness has gotten the best of me.Oh i got a new phone the # is 743-6993 if you dont have it save it,im getitng my hair done on thrus,THANK FGOD!..its been looking horible.I saw my mom the other day and as always she anoyed me and i dont miss her.Well i dont have anything else to say except West Coast has got me screaming,They’ve got me by the collar.
Shayna