again
wow, two in a row am i seriously doing this? how long had is been since i did consecutive entries.
well i feel like a dipshit and i really cant do anything about that. this weekend is offically ruined and its only tuesday. i dont even know what the hell is going on this weekend anymore.
not the point
point is im figuring that things arent that great with any of my relationships, my friends, my rents, my bros. and its because im prety sure i sabatoge things that could possibly work out well and maybe bring me some happiness.i dont even know whats up. it goes in cycles. everything is fine and then someone goes and throws a monkey wrench into shit and kinks it up. i dont know what happened this time but im pretty sure i was that idiot who kinked it up. apparently i am irresponsible and i make bad judgments.
i am a mess is everyone's eyes
well i feel like a dipshit and i really cant do anything about that. this weekend is offically ruined and its only tuesday. i dont even know what the hell is going on this weekend anymore.
not the point
point is im figuring that things arent that great with any of my relationships, my friends, my rents, my bros. and its because im prety sure i sabatoge things that could possibly work out well and maybe bring me some happiness.i dont even know whats up. it goes in cycles. everything is fine and then someone goes and throws a monkey wrench into shit and kinks it up. i dont know what happened this time but im pretty sure i was that idiot who kinked it up. apparently i am irresponsible and i make bad judgments.
i am a mess is everyone's eyes