just a warning.

[cantxstop]

i don't give a shit who the fuck you are.
tonight, stay out of my way.
if you think i'm joking, i'm not.
i will fuck your shit up.

come try me.

okay. i'm done. little pent up anger there.

well. i'm back in charlotte early.
this beach trip was the hardest trip ever.
my grandfather's dying.
and i can't stop it.
so instead, i had to watch him lay in a hospital bed.
his cheeks sullen.
his eyes sunken in.
breathing through a machine.
only being able to say a few words at a time.

but what he said to me there.
in that hospital.
on our last day.
on probably the last time i'll ever see him alive.
are the things i'll never forget.

the funny part is,
he told me things i already knew.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i love him alot.
i guess this is why it's killing me so much.

x.RacheL.x