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for most of last year, i did things because people told me to or wanted me to, i didnt respect myself as a person and i ulitmatly started hating myself..
this year... im gunna try things different.. im going to respect myself more, im going to stop being so used, im going to demand respect from the people i deserve it from, and im going to be the person i want to be.
the only thing im ultimately scared of, is loosing people... because i dont roll over and die when they tell me to do things or whatever. because im doing things for me now... but i kinda figure that i need to do things for me and the people that love me and care about me really, will understand and stick by me.
and the people that give me shit about it, didnt really care about me and dont matter
this year... im gunna try things different.. im going to respect myself more, im going to stop being so used, im going to demand respect from the people i deserve it from, and im going to be the person i want to be.
the only thing im ultimately scared of, is loosing people... because i dont roll over and die when they tell me to do things or whatever. because im doing things for me now... but i kinda figure that i need to do things for me and the people that love me and care about me really, will understand and stick by me.
and the people that give me shit about it, didnt really care about me and dont matter