May 08, 2005 13:59
today is an iffy day. i mean its good but not good. nothing is going how i wanted it to go for mothers day. omfg do i love my mother!. but like my throat hurts my knee hurts. and i really wanna chill with some1. it seems like shana is madd at me she is 2 sad and i hate 2 see her like that i mean like really i can't make her laugh or smile anymore and it puts me down that i can't do that :( its what i do best! :( ashley is slacking i feel soo bad if i made her mad at me then i am going to fuckin stop trying anymore. well be4 i get more sadd i out..
i like him alot <333
i wish i could tell shana with out her getting mad :(