So I was lonely...
I was very lonely on Sunday and I couldn't find anyone to talk to so I took some of the money I was trying to save and I got really stinking, pissed-ass drunk. I don't know why I did it, in fact I was telling myself to stop until about the third drink. I don't really feel a need to drink all the time, my sister of course seems to immediately identify this as alcoholism, but I can't see getting drunk every three months or so as alcoholism.
I have to find something that helps me to not be so sad and empty, I have actually found my current schooling to help, but it's not enough with my current workload. I suppose I could look to join a club at school, the problem seems to be that this particular school is all about day students (seems odd for a community college) for example, who ever hear of an Anime club that met 3p-5p M,W,F?
Well, I'll do better and hopefully I can start to be happier with myself the times when I am alone and want to escape everything I hate about myself.
I have to find something that helps me to not be so sad and empty, I have actually found my current schooling to help, but it's not enough with my current workload. I suppose I could look to join a club at school, the problem seems to be that this particular school is all about day students (seems odd for a community college) for example, who ever hear of an Anime club that met 3p-5p M,W,F?
Well, I'll do better and hopefully I can start to be happier with myself the times when I am alone and want to escape everything I hate about myself.