all we ever wanted
i should be extremely happy, but it sucks at the same time. I went on a date with her tonight, and everything went outstanding... i thought it would be wierd, but it wasnt. it was just as if alex and angela were there too. she is so easy to talk to. After I got back I talked with angela on the phone for an hour and a half about her day and asking her what she knew about mine.
I guess the whole time she has actually liked me, she has just been affraid of school starting again and what her parents would say if they knew that she was dating a "college guy"... it is just so stupid because she is only a year younger than me. My parents are two years apart and others I know are like 4 years apart. I dont see what the big deal is anymore. Angela said that erin wants to go out with me but she would have to behind her parents back, but im not too cool with that. I'm old fashioned, i like talking to the parents and working my way into the family.
she is so easy to talk to. I got home and when she came online we talked for a while and I just said "well i think we need to talk sometime soon" and she said "so do I".... and then we went back to talking about other things. it wasnt wierd or awkward. it was easy. I like it. I like her, I hate the situation.
tonight I am gonna work till 5 and then head back to milwaukee. I am gonna take sammy out to dinner because I feel really bad about her being alone so much at the apartment. I just couldnt leave last night though, i had to talk to angela, i had to talk to erin, and I definately needed to talk to alex. Anywho, then I am gonna drive back to do stuff with everyone, then I will attempt going back to milwaukee, if I dont end up getting into some hella-deep conversation. Hopefully what will happen is that right before we leave, after alex leaves too that is, I will get to go on a walk with her. There are these towers right next to angela's house that look so cool at night, it would be really cool if we could walk to those to talk. The other thing I could do is write a letter, but then it seems that there is a middle-man, and I am not a fan of that anymore.
" i like her a lot " - forrest gump
me unsure of her feelings about me -
One4thekidz [3:29 AM]: idk
Ang1597 [3:30 AM]: she fucking likes you!
One4thekidz [3:30 AM]: ok! sorry!
I guess the whole time she has actually liked me, she has just been affraid of school starting again and what her parents would say if they knew that she was dating a "college guy"... it is just so stupid because she is only a year younger than me. My parents are two years apart and others I know are like 4 years apart. I dont see what the big deal is anymore. Angela said that erin wants to go out with me but she would have to behind her parents back, but im not too cool with that. I'm old fashioned, i like talking to the parents and working my way into the family.
she is so easy to talk to. I got home and when she came online we talked for a while and I just said "well i think we need to talk sometime soon" and she said "so do I".... and then we went back to talking about other things. it wasnt wierd or awkward. it was easy. I like it. I like her, I hate the situation.
tonight I am gonna work till 5 and then head back to milwaukee. I am gonna take sammy out to dinner because I feel really bad about her being alone so much at the apartment. I just couldnt leave last night though, i had to talk to angela, i had to talk to erin, and I definately needed to talk to alex. Anywho, then I am gonna drive back to do stuff with everyone, then I will attempt going back to milwaukee, if I dont end up getting into some hella-deep conversation. Hopefully what will happen is that right before we leave, after alex leaves too that is, I will get to go on a walk with her. There are these towers right next to angela's house that look so cool at night, it would be really cool if we could walk to those to talk. The other thing I could do is write a letter, but then it seems that there is a middle-man, and I am not a fan of that anymore.
" i like her a lot " - forrest gump
me unsure of her feelings about me -
One4thekidz [3:29 AM]: idk
Ang1597 [3:30 AM]: she fucking likes you!
One4thekidz [3:30 AM]: ok! sorry!