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[cantwait4evr]

"you cant help the way you feel"

i hated seeing you like that.. it hurt me and made me think.. i said i wasnt going to be that girl.. but why did i just let it happen. gah i hate myself sometimes.. seeing the pain.. i could tell.. you were hurt.. but i just sat there and didnt say anything.

im sorry..

i dont know what to say.. you the way you are because of the way people treat you.. and thats not even bad.. so.. gah..

how could i just sit there knowing that you.. were crying inside.. seeing the look on your face.. wanting to go up to you and talk to you.. but i just stood there.. and watched as they kept on. i feel so bad.. and i really hope you know who you are.. im sorry and i do care.. i promise..

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i wanted to just go up to you and tell you.. that i was sorry.. and that i dont hate you.. but what held me back i dont know.. im such a terrible person..

and yes.. Bobby can be two faced.. but i cant change him.. neither can you..

i love bobby.. but things are so much different now.. ): i cant change the past.. nobody can.. but the memory still remains..