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okay so my life is reaching it's all-time low. im going back to being depressed and i hate it. first off, me and jared almost broke up...TWICE. one because of my friend Chris and the other was cuz of me i guess but i dunno. i also almost lost my job as well. i went to the mall on sunday and i came home to find a message on my answering machine saying "why the hell aren't you at work yet?! you work 4-8" so i call back and was like "i just got a message sayin i was supposed to be at work. what's up with that?" and my manager started yelling at me saying i was supposed to be. i knew it was impossible because i had checked the schedule several times. checked the right day and everything. im not that stupid. i couldn't have missed it like 5 times of checking the schedule and writing it down. i even have the paper i wrote it down on. so i was getting chewed out and im still not sure if i will lose my job or not. all i know is that i will be quittin there as soon as i find a new job. also, if i lose my job, that means i lose my cell phone!! i can't lose that. but if i do have to get rid of it, i have to pay $200 because i have a one year agreement and i've only had it for a few months. so without a job, how am i supposed to come up with $200 to pay for that?! so im losing like everything right now, and i dunno what to do about it.
also i went and watched Saw for the second time last night with Bert. it was freakin awesome as usual. it's not even scary, just totally interesting. Bert was so intruiged by it! he loved it so much, he named me his official movie buddy. haha oh man it was awesome. he's the sweetest kid ever. cuz since im going thru this hard time, i always talk to him about it. he's like my closest friend. and when i was talking to him about it he said "Britt, I think of you as my little sis. Someone I make sure is happy, and someone I can take care of!" it was sooooo sweet! So I was like "Awesome! I've always wanted an older bro!" And he said "If you allow me to be, I will." he seriously is the coolest kid ever. i love him to death. He seriously is like my older bro. We have eachothers back, we tell eachother everything, we do everything together. It just feels good to know that I have someone who will always be there for me. Well, enough of being all mushy and stuff. that's about it.
also i went and watched Saw for the second time last night with Bert. it was freakin awesome as usual. it's not even scary, just totally interesting. Bert was so intruiged by it! he loved it so much, he named me his official movie buddy. haha oh man it was awesome. he's the sweetest kid ever. cuz since im going thru this hard time, i always talk to him about it. he's like my closest friend. and when i was talking to him about it he said "Britt, I think of you as my little sis. Someone I make sure is happy, and someone I can take care of!" it was sooooo sweet! So I was like "Awesome! I've always wanted an older bro!" And he said "If you allow me to be, I will." he seriously is the coolest kid ever. i love him to death. He seriously is like my older bro. We have eachothers back, we tell eachother everything, we do everything together. It just feels good to know that I have someone who will always be there for me. Well, enough of being all mushy and stuff. that's about it.