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Wow, so it's strange how much can change over a summer.
i have had an amazing one though, and i hope everybody else has too. it feels like finally ive grown up. maybe only a little bit, but that counts for something haha. whilst i still have the most immature moments, ive also realised that i'm "over" a lot of the hings ive been bthered about in the past. only stupid stuff - like what i wear, what i look like, who my friends are.
this summer i think i realised that none of it matters. definitely not the first two, and i cant wait to see what people think when i return to school and theyre all dressed up and im just in a skirt and vest top :] and of course friends matter, but no longer am i going to try to be friends with everybody, mainly because of the type of people ive realised most of them at my school are. so im excited to get back to school in a way, because i haventt seen almost anyone for 6 weeks but at the same time im dreading having to spend my 7th year with some of them. especially if im still in the same maths set as "goldenboy", my year is going to get SO much worse already lol.
onto more summery news and this year i was lucky enough to go on two holidays!! well, the first one wasnt technically a holiday, but "work experience" in salamanca, spain. however four of the seven days we were there i went out, so it was much more of a party. it was organised by a group but i still had to go around the city by myself and i think thats where i grew up - realising that whilst i went out and had a good time, i didnt need to get so damn smashed that i was passed out on the floor (like a lot of the people at my schoool still do). another large plus about the trip was i got to work for the shop, lacoste. and gt a free polo shirt :D
and then, with my family i went to guatemala/honduras/the bay islands. and wow, it was incedible. now i feel like id been there forever and its very strange to be back now. i definitely dont want to be, apart from to catch up with people.
i guess i sound like a bit of a moaner now, but im really not! well, i kind of am. but im also a happy person haha. i just found out that in my AS levels i somehow got 5 As so im pretty shocked right now. hopefully this means ill be able to go to my uni of choice, but i dont know. im such a bad decision maker that there'll probably be a post about that later on sometime.
i have had an amazing one though, and i hope everybody else has too. it feels like finally ive grown up. maybe only a little bit, but that counts for something haha. whilst i still have the most immature moments, ive also realised that i'm "over" a lot of the hings ive been bthered about in the past. only stupid stuff - like what i wear, what i look like, who my friends are.
this summer i think i realised that none of it matters. definitely not the first two, and i cant wait to see what people think when i return to school and theyre all dressed up and im just in a skirt and vest top :] and of course friends matter, but no longer am i going to try to be friends with everybody, mainly because of the type of people ive realised most of them at my school are. so im excited to get back to school in a way, because i haventt seen almost anyone for 6 weeks but at the same time im dreading having to spend my 7th year with some of them. especially if im still in the same maths set as "goldenboy", my year is going to get SO much worse already lol.
onto more summery news and this year i was lucky enough to go on two holidays!! well, the first one wasnt technically a holiday, but "work experience" in salamanca, spain. however four of the seven days we were there i went out, so it was much more of a party. it was organised by a group but i still had to go around the city by myself and i think thats where i grew up - realising that whilst i went out and had a good time, i didnt need to get so damn smashed that i was passed out on the floor (like a lot of the people at my schoool still do). another large plus about the trip was i got to work for the shop, lacoste. and gt a free polo shirt :D
and then, with my family i went to guatemala/honduras/the bay islands. and wow, it was incedible. now i feel like id been there forever and its very strange to be back now. i definitely dont want to be, apart from to catch up with people.
i guess i sound like a bit of a moaner now, but im really not! well, i kind of am. but im also a happy person haha. i just found out that in my AS levels i somehow got 5 As so im pretty shocked right now. hopefully this means ill be able to go to my uni of choice, but i dont know. im such a bad decision maker that there'll probably be a post about that later on sometime.