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Jul 14, 2006 21:08

you have been working long crazy hours all week and i totally understand.
but i thought since it was friday,we got paid and we havent been able to spend anytime together you would want to do something.
you said you did,but right now you're asleep,you were asleep at 630. I try really hard not to be a bitch and to be understanding but theres only so much someone can take. I dont think you're being fair to me. I'm not working, and you take the car, so that means i'm at home all by myself until you come home which is around 9pm. You want to shower possibly eat dinner and go to sleep.
Damn the idea of sex,
damn the idea of talking to me or spendings at least alittle bit of time with me.
damn it all to hell.
its what you want.
its always about you.
and i have no one else to blame but myself.

I suggested a nap before we went out since you fell asleep while we were at my parents house (mind you we were only there for 10 minutes tops and that was because traffic was backed up and you didnt feel like waiting.)
but you're pretty much done for the night.

Great.

I dont understand how you can act so old sometimes. You never want to go out, you never want to do anything with anyone else because you think everyone else is stupid and when we actually do click with another couple you act weird. You have to be really loud whenever we are out somewhere with people from you boat. I wish you could just be yourself around everyone. the person i know, not this goofy white guy that needs the attention on him at all times.

I'm 20 years old and i feel like i'm 50.
somone save me
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