Nov 09, 2004 08:24
So I am sitting here at home trying to kill some time for 1st period to be over.. I hate that class more than anything..If wasn't for that class I would love school.. But oh well...So things have been sooo boring..and I am just I don't know what I am.. I am not depressed/sad..but I guess I am just in want if that makes any sense what soo ever..I want a boyfriend.. that's what I want.. I miss having someone to be close too.. I miss it soo much.. I kept telling myself that I don't but I really do cause sitting here thinking about a certain someone isn't helping the case at all. The only problem with getting a boyfriend is I am to stupid and compare everyone to someone else or I either pick losers and end up liking them and they turn into jerks who only want one thing...why do all guys have to be like that...only out for fun...I hate that too..!
So I am planning a trip to the mall like Thursday I think cause I have to get some pretty stuff for my picture Thursday evening. I am going to go get them taking by that John Michael in Paintsville I can't wait.. I hope they turn out good..my school pics sucked soo bad!
I have practice this evening.. I have it every evening never a day off and my legs are killing me I have no legs what so ever.. I need rest to get them back but Coach Miller isn't going to let that happen.. He is pushing us really hard.. I guess he knows cause we have heart and play as a team and we can go far this year we can do good things.. That is one thing I am really excited about..Can't wait our first game is in 11 days..that's scary cause everything is coming and going soo fast look it's almost Thanksgiving..Senior Year is flying bye...I don't wanna graduate..Umm to raise money for the Senior Account for our trip we are having a Winter Ball December 9th, It seems like it is going to be alot of work..I dread it but it should be fun cause we never have any other dance besides prom...hehe ohh wait there is only one thing about the dance...WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD I GO WITH???? I really honestly can't think of one person in that school.. I mean yeah there is a *few* I may go with lol but there all taken or something...Geezzz...lol ohh well most of my friends are on the same boat.. Well it's almost 8:30 sooo class is almost over soo I'll update again sometime!