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Jan 23, 2005 19:13

Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your livejournal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your livejournal) have to say.

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anonymous January 25 2005, 16:19:46 UTC
i love all my friends but feel like i give way too much time to all of my relationships, wether its friends, coworkers, significant others..........only to get not so much in return. that makes me feel selfish. i feel like im the pushover and no one ive ever met in my entire life has taken me seriously. i just want to be as important as everybody else. i dont want to be taken for granted anymore. i also have very low self confidence even though i dont seem like it, and think about death way too often for it to be normal. i constantly feel pushed (by my own self) to be married and settled down and supporting myself right now (because my parents did it young) and i feel like a dissapointment and a burden to my parents because im not "grown-up" yet. all ive wanted since i was about 11 was to get married, have a carreer and a family and be the token soccer mom. its the only way i will feel like im not a dissapointment. im also ashamed at myself for hating the gene-pool i was born into and wanting any other life but the one i have. i feel like im not grateful for the things i do have. i also have really bad diarrhea.

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