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i feel pretty bad right now. i feel so tired and i can't concentrate on anything, i'm kind of stuffed up and i really hope i'm not getting sick. i'm not at jesse's birthday party, which makes me feel even worse, but i have algebra to do and i have to get up so early, on top of not feeling well. i'm a bad, bad friend.
today was turned out pretty well. brigitte called me at about noon and suggested we meet at felice's for lunch. damn, that just reminded me that i left half my sub at my parents house and i'm hungry. anyway, we met up and sat at the little picnic table they have in front of the store and watched the rain fall and caught up. it's been way too long. i really enjoy hanging out with her. she never fails to make me laugh, and she understands my love of vengence and making fun of people, and a certain boy we should both be dating har har. suddenly, it was quarter after five and my dad was calling me to come over for dinner. brigitte and i parted with the promise to get together more often. we're going to go see cats (the musical, not the animal) later this month, woo!
dinner was tasty and the conversation was bland. no one really wants to talk about anything when jean is around because she has this great way of belittling you and making you feel like crap for everything. for example, i was telling my parents that i had quit barnies and my mother asked "oh, why?" and in the middle of my explanation jean says "so, you already have another job [not posed as a question], or are you just going to sit around and be unemployed?" i stopped mid sentence and looked at her, then back at my mother and continued talking. i absolutely hate being interrupted like that, and i didn't even feel like dignifying her obnoxious question with a response. if she hadn't interrupted me and had said something like "any ideas as to where you might get another job?" then maybe it would have been different. but don't talk to me like i'm scum because i quit my job last minute....man, she irritates me.
after dinner i came home and that's pretty much when i started feeling yucky. tiffany called me at about 815 and asked if i was going to jesse's. i said i didn't know and she said to call her before 9 if i wanted to. i did want to, and i feel awful for not, but i really just feel that cozying up in bed with a book is the way to go.
raspberry sherbet would also be good.....yeah, raspberry sherbet.
today was turned out pretty well. brigitte called me at about noon and suggested we meet at felice's for lunch. damn, that just reminded me that i left half my sub at my parents house and i'm hungry. anyway, we met up and sat at the little picnic table they have in front of the store and watched the rain fall and caught up. it's been way too long. i really enjoy hanging out with her. she never fails to make me laugh, and she understands my love of vengence and making fun of people, and a certain boy we should both be dating har har. suddenly, it was quarter after five and my dad was calling me to come over for dinner. brigitte and i parted with the promise to get together more often. we're going to go see cats (the musical, not the animal) later this month, woo!
dinner was tasty and the conversation was bland. no one really wants to talk about anything when jean is around because she has this great way of belittling you and making you feel like crap for everything. for example, i was telling my parents that i had quit barnies and my mother asked "oh, why?" and in the middle of my explanation jean says "so, you already have another job [not posed as a question], or are you just going to sit around and be unemployed?" i stopped mid sentence and looked at her, then back at my mother and continued talking. i absolutely hate being interrupted like that, and i didn't even feel like dignifying her obnoxious question with a response. if she hadn't interrupted me and had said something like "any ideas as to where you might get another job?" then maybe it would have been different. but don't talk to me like i'm scum because i quit my job last minute....man, she irritates me.
after dinner i came home and that's pretty much when i started feeling yucky. tiffany called me at about 815 and asked if i was going to jesse's. i said i didn't know and she said to call her before 9 if i wanted to. i did want to, and i feel awful for not, but i really just feel that cozying up in bed with a book is the way to go.
raspberry sherbet would also be good.....yeah, raspberry sherbet.