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[cantkillthehero]

 i can't afford being an art student.

money is stopping me from a masterpiece.

i'm strongly considering dropping my fine arts major in studio art, and just studying it from an outsider, as an art history major.
It frustrates me.
or...
take out a loan?

i'm scared and tired and overworked.
i have too many responsibilities
i have too many impossible dreams
and now i'm crashing. 
...is this realization?