Mar 04, 2006 23:43
i've felt like this before, at seaman street, in middle school.. but then again i always had tv to watch or something to drown my misery. here its just... solitude.. bloody solitude.. i got to conquer it i got to get over it i got tooo!
(you should know i'm a bit drunk)
here is what i know:
1. i'm annoying but thats okay because some people think its funny
2. my body isn't what i want but i should make do with its best qualities
3. i stereotype but i try to lead an open minded lifestyle, i'll never turn you down just because you are different or more beautiful
4. i think there are at least 3 people who love me... and that will suffice
5. i ain't the sharpest knife in the drawer but i might surprise you with some wit at times
6. if people don't like me.... they can fuck off... cuz i'll find my niche.
7. i'm looking for loyal friends, wherever they happen to be
i think i might lie down and read.. drunkenly read